Feeling sick today. Horrible sickness that puts me down. Unable to go steamboat supper with piggie already. I'm so sad but am sick so can't do anything. Hope to get well soon so can bring her go have steamboat someday. Sms chat with piggie today and was very happy cos she kept me company.
Halfway thru, I dozed off in between 9pm to 11pm. This may sound scary but I had a few nightmares due to insufficient sleep for the past few days. I am very clear that I woke up looking at my bedroom window as my face is facing there. But I just couldn't rise myself up. I was scared, I was afraid, I tried to shout but no words came out of my mouth. I closed my eyes again and open, it was the same, I still see my bedroom window but I couldn't wake up. I remained calm and tell myself, even if it's "those things", seriously I never harm them before and I close my eyes for 1 more time and this time, with determination, I woke up and felt relieved.
Got an sms from piggie @ around 12am+ to 1am+ telling me she had a lil alcohol too much already. Was very worried about her. Hope she's doing fine. Received another sms around 2am+ telling me that she's very giddy and having a headache.
I'm so so happy! She sms me "dear".... (^_^)(^_^) *feels like floating and hittng the rooftop le..
I started to worry more and immediately rushed down to fetch her and send her home within a short period. There she was, so beautiful taking her rest and I felt so trusted once again. Shit!~~ still couldn't concentrate on driving as was taking short look at her, look at her tired face, her nice hair and also noting that the sweater did not fall off her as am afraid she'll catch a cold. Finally reached her place, offered to send her up but she refused... :( Hmm, well, it's alright. As long as piggie is home safe and sound, I believe I could sleep soundly tonight. Tomorrow is a very busy day for me... Gambate~~~ Work hard dude...
Dead tired... Rushing off to my bed~~~~ (-.-)zZzzZzz
looking for her lost kaleidoscope at 4:15 AM | back to top
自从认识妳的第一天就喜欢上妳,这是缘分,也是新的开始...
Monday, October 6, 2008
Feeling sick today. Horrible sickness that puts me down. Unable to go steamboat supper with piggie already. I'm so sad but am sick so can't do anything. Hope to get well soon so can bring her go have steamboat someday. Sms chat with piggie today and was very happy cos she kept me company.
Halfway thru, I dozed off in between 9pm to 11pm. This may sound scary but I had a few nightmares due to insufficient sleep for the past few days. I am very clear that I woke up looking at my bedroom window as my face is facing there. But I just couldn't rise myself up. I was scared, I was afraid, I tried to shout but no words came out of my mouth. I closed my eyes again and open, it was the same, I still see my bedroom window but I couldn't wake up. I remained calm and tell myself, even if it's "those things", seriously I never harm them before and I close my eyes for 1 more time and this time, with determination, I woke up and felt relieved.
Got an sms from piggie @ around 12am+ to 1am+ telling me she had a lil alcohol too much already. Was very worried about her. Hope she's doing fine. Received another sms around 2am+ telling me that she's very giddy and having a headache.
I'm so so happy! She sms me "dear".... (^_^)(^_^) *feels like floating and hittng the rooftop le..
I started to worry more and immediately rushed down to fetch her and send her home within a short period. There she was, so beautiful taking her rest and I felt so trusted once again. Shit!~~ still couldn't concentrate on driving as was taking short look at her, look at her tired face, her nice hair and also noting that the sweater did not fall off her as am afraid she'll catch a cold. Finally reached her place, offered to send her up but she refused... :( Hmm, well, it's alright. As long as piggie is home safe and sound, I believe I could sleep soundly tonight. Tomorrow is a very busy day for me... Gambate~~~ Work hard dude...
Dead tired... Rushing off to my bed~~~~ (-.-)zZzzZzz
looking for her lost kaleidoscope at 4:15 AM | back to top
Simple
♥DOB: 4/6/1989 & i'm 19 vintage years
♥Major: Apparel Design and Merchandising
♥Mode: Single, Available at your own Risk ( Unable to Commit )
♥Everyday:
sleep at ungodly hours,
wake up at the most exaggerated timing,
rushing to school at the slowest manner,
listening to Goodbye Days & holding a cigarette in hand,
reach sewing room and veron's stare lands on me pek-chekly,
all my classmates smells my strawberry scent,
they turn around and told me they knew i came,
rush my work like fuck & always asking around for help,
always able to finish my work before the last minute of the submission time,
come latest to class but leave earliest,
rush to work and come back at ungodly hours of the night,
online till 5am and the routine goes again,
but i know i can do it when i want to do it=).
i'm not like this in the past.
but i'm not the the past anymore.
♥Biatchality:
like a hybrid of a morning glory and sunflower.
and when i set my heart to so something, i make sure i will do it.
♥Looking:
Friends that learn to hang out together,
take care of each other,
willing to let me cling!
♥Message:
treasure me,
i'll treasure you x2.
♥Loves:
friends and hanging out
colours pink/ white/ brown
photography and cam-whoring
blogging and writing diary
shopping with girls
ktv-ing and standing on the sofa
clubbing and grinding girls
pubbing and looking for someone who can win me dice
PLAYING DICE and laugh at how stupid my opponent is
beaching and wearing colourful bikinis
listening to music like bossa nova jazz
watching korean/ hk/ taiwan drama & jap anime
sleeping at 5am daily
fashion and designing
brown classic handbags
sexy lingerie and translucent nightwear
wearing one-piece babydoll
loves big japanese perms
♥Bread: rochor beancurd
club sandwich
kimchi
green & yellow curry
tomyam soup
steamboat
kinderbreuno
boost chocolate
lemon juice
chef salad
wasabi salmon
cheese fries
next chill
impact peach
below42 passionfruit
absolut peach
hokkien mee lots chilli
猪脚醋
stingray
rojak
♥Cravings: rochor beancurd
kinderbreuno
big perms
samsung omnia
gucci bag
new laptop
estee lauder white linen perfume
you being there like before.
♥Email/MSN/Friendster/Facebook :
Stop trying to peep at my email!!!
i promise i will not walk out on you if you give me a chance...
i will not let u be sad anymore
but will this chance ever been given since you've locked yourself up???
awaiting for piggie to unlock herself and give chance...
to someone who treasures her...