Piggie's appointment all screwed and was informed that she couldn't meet me today and she has to meet her friends for gathering. . . . . Netherless, arranged to meet her up to collect her laptop from her since she's busy and won't be using it. Collected the laptop from her and she went for her ktv fun.
Went home and started her system. Gosh, horrible, went to the startup screen and freezed there for very long. Called piggie for help and learn how to "logon" to her system using a unique way. The system was previously terribly done by her "IT" friend and was pirated! No updates at all, using all the old softwares and infected with virus somemore.. what a headache for me... nightmare... nightmare... As I was figuring out how to fix the system, my buddy contacted me and jio me for lunner (lunch+dinner). Went KFC and had some food and a lil discussion. Buddy went for his jog and I went home as I haven't sleep since yesterday (due to reading piggie's blog)
Reached home and went online. Saw piggie online and was curious. Asked if she has 2 system and she replied NOT and quickly chat fast and went to sleep... felt so hurt..
She says she's at "someone's" house and using his system. The moment I saw the message, I really felt something sharp piercing right thru my heart like 心如刀割... it was very painful... but who am I to her? I'm not anybody to her at all, she has the right to do anything she wants. I already guessed that she is with somebody but can't confirm much. My feelin's towards her is growing even stronger, how can I help this lovely girl from her bad situation now, there's really nothing I can do... I'm outta ideas, I'm so troubled..
I told her I can't sleep and piggie didn't know it was because I've read her blog and also because she's not at home. Getting Insomnia soon....
How I wish that she knows that I can be the one beside her, to hug her to sleep so that she can sleep soundly without the need to be scared of "those things" I really hope that I can cuddle her... how I wish.... how I...
Started fixing her system getting all files backed up 1st cos it's her precious files. Next, formatted her system and reinstall everthing. Downloaded alot of necessary drivers and files for her laptop. Duh, this is really tough, 1st time encounter such scenario. After everything is installed properly, a virus scan was runned and found virus in her files. Now her system is clean of viruses. As the system was done, did a special wallpaper for her to surprise her (Not sure if she'll appreciate it or not) Hope she will feel happy when she starts her laptop. As I know that piggie is always bored, put in some old games but VALUABLE games for her and also, quite some TVB shows so that she can watch when she feels bored. Didn't realise that the time was 4am+ already. Am totally shagged and dead tired... fell asleep on the floor...
[Tired and knocked out]
looking for her lost kaleidoscope at 4:45 AM | back to top
自从认识妳的第一天就喜欢上妳,这是缘分,也是新的开始...
Friday, October 3, 2008
[Disappointed - Tio PSed]
Piggie's appointment all screwed and was informed that she couldn't meet me today and she has to meet her friends for gathering. . . . . Netherless, arranged to meet her up to collect her laptop from her since she's busy and won't be using it. Collected the laptop from her and she went for her ktv fun.
Went home and started her system. Gosh, horrible, went to the startup screen and freezed there for very long. Called piggie for help and learn how to "logon" to her system using a unique way. The system was previously terribly done by her "IT" friend and was pirated! No updates at all, using all the old softwares and infected with virus somemore.. what a headache for me... nightmare... nightmare... As I was figuring out how to fix the system, my buddy contacted me and jio me for lunner (lunch+dinner). Went KFC and had some food and a lil discussion. Buddy went for his jog and I went home as I haven't sleep since yesterday (due to reading piggie's blog)
Reached home and went online. Saw piggie online and was curious. Asked if she has 2 system and she replied NOT and quickly chat fast and went to sleep... felt so hurt..
She says she's at "someone's" house and using his system. The moment I saw the message, I really felt something sharp piercing right thru my heart like 心如刀割... it was very painful... but who am I to her? I'm not anybody to her at all, she has the right to do anything she wants. I already guessed that she is with somebody but can't confirm much. My feelin's towards her is growing even stronger, how can I help this lovely girl from her bad situation now, there's really nothing I can do... I'm outta ideas, I'm so troubled..
I told her I can't sleep and piggie didn't know it was because I've read her blog and also because she's not at home. Getting Insomnia soon....
How I wish that she knows that I can be the one beside her, to hug her to sleep so that she can sleep soundly without the need to be scared of "those things" I really hope that I can cuddle her... how I wish.... how I...
Started fixing her system getting all files backed up 1st cos it's her precious files. Next, formatted her system and reinstall everthing. Downloaded alot of necessary drivers and files for her laptop. Duh, this is really tough, 1st time encounter such scenario. After everything is installed properly, a virus scan was runned and found virus in her files. Now her system is clean of viruses. As the system was done, did a special wallpaper for her to surprise her (Not sure if she'll appreciate it or not) Hope she will feel happy when she starts her laptop. As I know that piggie is always bored, put in some old games but VALUABLE games for her and also, quite some TVB shows so that she can watch when she feels bored. Didn't realise that the time was 4am+ already. Am totally shagged and dead tired... fell asleep on the floor...
[Tired and knocked out]
looking for her lost kaleidoscope at 4:45 AM | back to top
Simple
♥DOB: 4/6/1989 & i'm 19 vintage years
♥Major: Apparel Design and Merchandising
♥Mode: Single, Available at your own Risk ( Unable to Commit )
♥Everyday:
sleep at ungodly hours,
wake up at the most exaggerated timing,
rushing to school at the slowest manner,
listening to Goodbye Days & holding a cigarette in hand,
reach sewing room and veron's stare lands on me pek-chekly,
all my classmates smells my strawberry scent,
they turn around and told me they knew i came,
rush my work like fuck & always asking around for help,
always able to finish my work before the last minute of the submission time,
come latest to class but leave earliest,
rush to work and come back at ungodly hours of the night,
online till 5am and the routine goes again,
but i know i can do it when i want to do it=).
i'm not like this in the past.
but i'm not the the past anymore.
♥Biatchality:
like a hybrid of a morning glory and sunflower.
and when i set my heart to so something, i make sure i will do it.
♥Looking:
Friends that learn to hang out together,
take care of each other,
willing to let me cling!
♥Message:
treasure me,
i'll treasure you x2.
♥Loves:
friends and hanging out
colours pink/ white/ brown
photography and cam-whoring
blogging and writing diary
shopping with girls
ktv-ing and standing on the sofa
clubbing and grinding girls
pubbing and looking for someone who can win me dice
PLAYING DICE and laugh at how stupid my opponent is
beaching and wearing colourful bikinis
listening to music like bossa nova jazz
watching korean/ hk/ taiwan drama & jap anime
sleeping at 5am daily
fashion and designing
brown classic handbags
sexy lingerie and translucent nightwear
wearing one-piece babydoll
loves big japanese perms
♥Bread: rochor beancurd
club sandwich
kimchi
green & yellow curry
tomyam soup
steamboat
kinderbreuno
boost chocolate
lemon juice
chef salad
wasabi salmon
cheese fries
next chill
impact peach
below42 passionfruit
absolut peach
hokkien mee lots chilli
猪脚醋
stingray
rojak
♥Cravings: rochor beancurd
kinderbreuno
big perms
samsung omnia
gucci bag
new laptop
estee lauder white linen perfume
you being there like before.
♥Email/MSN/Friendster/Facebook :
Stop trying to peep at my email!!!
i promise i will not walk out on you if you give me a chance...
i will not let u be sad anymore
but will this chance ever been given since you've locked yourself up???
awaiting for piggie to unlock herself and give chance...
to someone who treasures her...
自从认识妳的第一天就喜欢上妳,这是缘分,也是新的开始...
